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Saturday, March 5th, 2005
2:30 pm - BC
Izzy contacted me recently and asked that I advertise this for her anywhere I could find. One of her beloved pets has been entered in the BC and she's looking for votes.


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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
5:58 pm - Stunned
Things have been quite hectic lately, more so than I ever expected was possible. Has it been just days, or weeks since I updated here, I can not be sure. I only know that it has been quite a while. It didn't take long to finish my "therapy" as Izzy called it. Something about how I had to get used to being alive and moving around, breathing, eating, sleeping, random everyday things like that. Honestly I'm not sure I ever needed this time, it all came quite natural for me, as Professor Thirsten had predicted it would. Izzy says I am finally going to go to the palace tomorrow and meet the king and queen, my "parents". Needless to say I'm quite nervous. What if I am not what they expected? What if they are not what I'm expecting? What if this all has been some big mistake? I need something to calm my nerves. Where's Izzy with my dinner?

current mood: nervous

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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
7:17 pm - Oh. My. Gosh

Which greek mythical creature, god or hero are you?
Full Name
creature/god/hero you are Echidna A female monster consisting of half nymph, half speckled snake
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I'm going with Ra, never mention this again.

current mood: embarrassed

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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
2:53 pm - The Story
Prompted by Ra, I decided it would be quite beneficial to know exactly where I am. Izzy went away yesterday, saying something about stupid ixis and their tempers, but she returned sometime this morning and was here when I awoke. I gathered my wits about me and finally asked what on Neopia was going on here?

Well she explained.

I guess I was surprised, because I didn't actually expect her to answer. (Thank you Ra for getting me so paranoid) Well, she answered with a tired kind of smile, and settled down on the floor. "Yes," she said, "I guess you kinda need to know." She glanced around nervously, as if she were afraid someone was watching her. I feared that someone might have been Professor Thirsten, but I didn't say anything for fear she might decide against telling me the story. This is what she said:

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current mood: numb

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Friday, January 21st, 2005
8:51 pm - Peculiar
I am actually quite enjoying myself. Since I began my movement I have hardly been able to control myself enough to sit down. I can tell it has begun to annoy Izzy, but she only smiles sweetly at me. I moved to a different room today. It is more of a bedroom type room and far more comfortable. I have found that I love cushions. My bed is merely a great number of very soft, velvety cushions piled in the corner of the room, and I do not believe I could be much happier. Most foods, I have discovered, are delicious. I especially love ptolymelons. Although this room is nicer there is still little to do and I have found myself very bored. Izzy has offered to play games with me, but the only one's that she knows are very childish and quite dumb. I haven't seen Professor Thirsten in a few days and I wonder what he has been up to, not monitoring me and all.

current mood: bored

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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
4:45 pm - The power of the word.
I spoke for the first time today. It's too bad Professor Thirsten wasn't around to hear it, he would have been so proud. My first word: "Ouch" Not exactly a classy first word, but still one never the less.

You may be wondering what prompted me to say this. It actually kind of surprised me too.

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current mood: shocked

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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
5:42 pm - Others!
I awoke again this morning -funny because I don't remember falling asleep- to glimpse my first light. It was dim and green and I could hardly make out anything around me. The only distinct thing was one very tall, very wide, cylinder from which the light was emitted. As soon as I opened my eyes I found myself surrounded by other beings. In the dim light it was impossible to make out the species of any of them.

One, however, did seem to be in charge. He had a deep male voice and spoke slowly as though making constant observations. He seemed very pleased to see that I was awake, and I decided never to let him know that I had been awake once before when he was not around. I like him, generally, though I wish he would explain a few things to me. But still, my vocal cords do not seem to be working and I can not voice my questions.

The one that was in charge -the others called him Proffesor Thirsten- mentioned a word today that I believe was my name. He called me: Lautriv. After much pondering over the matter -after Proffesor Thirsten and his assistants had left me to sleep- I realized that if my name was spelled as I think it is, L-A-U-T-R-I-V, then there is a pattern to be noticed. If the letters are reveresed, it very clearly spells Virtual. How do I even know how to spell at all? How do I even know what spelling is? My head is beginning to hurt again and the proffesor suggested I get some rest and I think that's just what I might do.

current mood: excited

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Monday, January 17th, 2005
6:13 pm - New Life

What has happened? Where am I?

I came into existance -at least I don't remember existing before this- very suddenly. I wasn't, and then, in the next instant, I was. I opened my eyes for the first time to darkness, utter darkness. All around me is blackness. I can feel a solid ground beneath my paws, and a slight heat across my fur. I tried to take a step, but either I have no limbs, or they are not yet functioning. Am I the only thing alive in this world. I hope not, for it would be a very lonely world indeed.

Maybe I did exist before, for I know things that I don't know how I know them. I know the way things should be, I can see things that I have never actually seen with my eyes inside my head. I know what sand is, yet I don't remember ever seeing it. I know what water is, and that I need it to live, but I have never had any liquid pass through my jaws. And see there, I know what jaws are, but I have never spoken, so how do I know they exist? How do I know that I should have limbs and that I should be able to move them? It is all very confusing and my head aches just thinking about it. How do I know that I have a head? How do I know what pain is?

I just do.

current mood: confused

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